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4/6/15

Things that make me tick or funk

Positive Stimulants

Category A

1. Nature | Openness of community
Nature is undoubtedly the biggest stimulus that keeps my dopamine levels high. I find it hard to imagine myself cooped up in one of those dense concrete edifices which utterly fail to provide free space. At this point the notion of 'creature comforts' becomes a meaningless entity.

An open community provides adequate channels and a low threshold of skills to communicate with anyone and do anything. Even as a passive recipient it effects me a lot.

2. Physical Activity
This has been my succor for years. This is probably the most voluntary and controllable tap of happiness. A long run, empty lungs and ATP deprived pulsating muscles bring in oodles of focus, attention and calm. A sedentary lifestyle comes with dollops of blue funk.

3. Freedom of Movement
A structured society becomes meaningless as soon as it restrains motion. This is why I dislike most Tier I cities in India. The lifestyle in such places dictates you to have utter unconcern for nature or space. I find the use of four-wheelers nonsensical in most situations, especially as a means of daily commute within a city. Bicycles, ride sharing and public transport are the way to go.

Category B

1. Colors | Light
Bright colors coupled with sounds used to be a strong stimulant during my initial years of isolation. My mind doesn't react as strongly to them now but I still love the contrast of colors, blinking neon lights and the imaginary sounds they make.

2. Local Communities
I learnt to appreciate their presence in Singapore and began exploring them after I left Singapore. I stopped appreciating the same once I arrived in India. I guess the driving factor for me was the element of novelty and quaintness of the community members. Local communities contain strong clues to how the course of geographic, political and historical phenomena shaped and linked individuals at a societal level. It's an interesting real-world puzzle to solve and provides ample food for thought.

3. Constant Activity
Again, I mostly benefit from it as a passive recipient. I hate crowds but love constant buzz. Stillness of dog day afternoons drives me nuts most of the time. A flurry of people and the entailing white noise provides a buffer that absorbs most of the unpleasant feelings.

Category C

1. Consumption
Not to be confused with dietary consumption or bingeing. I refer to consumption of information via various forms of media - digital media, books, movies, lectures, gossip, grapevines or eavesdropping. The best form of consumption is first hand or organic consumption - conversations with key people, travel, interviews. I love the concept of public libraries and even more so cafes where people can sit, eat and read or work in a cozy environment. I see them as an attempt to make learning more organic. When not at work, I have rarely written a piece of code sitting indoors. Most of it has been done in little, aptly-lit cafes that open till late night. I don't really like reading per se. I absorb a lot more information via pictures or sketches or a similar form of visual content. That's why I love the concept of coffee table books and Taiwanese illustrator Jimmy's books. 

2. Direction of Thoughts
An environment should give a certain direction to your thought-process. A scatterbrained approach to planning a lifestyle is highly detrimental to my future prospects and motivations. I am currently going through a phase which can be described as lacking any direction at best. There are tons of ideas but no direction. It only helps in making me insecure and inactive.

3. Good Conversations
This is highly dependent on presence of local communities and openness of neighborhood. It's one of those things that I rely on when I am don't have enough access to any of the aforementioned sources. 

4. Arts
Another topic that entails from presence of local communities.


Non-positive stimulants

Tradition: I am far from rebellious but for some reason I have never been able to attach myself to or relate closely to any sort of tradition. It gets my attention as an object of history or a part of cults but all my attempts to embrace it in any form have ended in futility.

Vertical Growth: I guess this is what drives the whole world nuts. This is the fountainhead of perhaps a working individual's very last rat race that spans one's youth and middle age, various organizations, and is probably not going to end anytime soon. Okay, I get the idea behind the structural flow which maintains order and keeps people motivated. I guess what the world has completely forgotten is the concept of horizontal growth. Keeping in view the wide array of things I have dabbled in in the last two years, I can say fairly confidently that I can keep learning new things and work in totally different domains and totally enjoy it. To me, this is a way richer lifestyle than proceeding vertically. As far as the feasibility of it is concerned, it's as workable as training your dog to hate your neighbor.

Crowds: Effing awful they are.

Concrete Jungles: Effing grey, dull and static they are.

Digital Profligacy: Enough has been written about the scourge of digital profligacy on various digital platforms. As an antagonist of subtlety, I hate irony being kept unattended.

3/25/15

Mumbai|孟買

[Edit: I wrote this piece after about a month of living in Mumbai. I wrote this while leaving the city after six months: 
Mumbai - the most intense city I have seen. A place where the scope of expression is largely delimited not by abstract notions of tradition or culture but by a severe crunch of space. It's also a good case study of to what extent can people adapt, and navigate their way through a limited amount of resources. Constantly seething with life, it's an attack on your senses. It takes a lot out of you, sucks you into its maelstrom of chaos; and then it grows on you.
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This city has everything that I dislike. It has a few things that I like.

Mumbai is an interesting city. Ironically, it is deemed interesting due to presence of things that shouldn't exist. It has sprawled ruthlessly. The overgrowth of this city has consumed its surroundings like a swarm of locusts. Ironically, movement is severely constrained inside this megasprawl. Gridlocks adorn its pitted roads.

This city makes me yearn for open space. Slums occupy most of the space horizontally whereas tall concrete erections occupy it vertically. It gives me sporadic fits of claustrophobia, much like Hong Kong did.

I live in a gated community and my apartment is located on twelfth story. It overlooks a highway and a flyover which covers a part of it. The sight of headlights moving swiftly on the highway after midnight gives me a feeling of calm. It gives me a perception of unhindered movement.

The best asset of this city is its people. Nowhere in India have I seen such nice people. A sense of camaraderie can be felt when talking to them. People here seem to have cultivated some very non-Indian traits like being helpful without infringing on one's privacy and not staring at anyone.

I have seen a very small section of this city. I will be rightfully told that I need to see a lot before I judge this city. I am told this city grows on you. I don't think so. I believe the extremity of this city brings forth one's skills to adapt in order to survive. You change your preferences in order to like this city.

This city is doing weird things to me. It is making my lifestyle more abstract. It constantly makes me realize all the things I am missing out on.

I can't go for a long run out in the open or hike somewhere in the hills on a regular basis. I would've bought a bike for commuting had I planned to stay here for long term.

Mumbai would've been an interesting experience if I had come here as a backpacker, indulged in its chaos and absorbed the numerous oddities if offers. Mumbai reminds me of a more crowded and bipolar version of Bangkok. It's like a darker version of Alice In Wonderland.

這個城市我不喜歡的什麼東西都有。他也有我喜歡的有些東西。

孟買失衡有趣的城市。具有諷刺意味的是讓他很有趣的事情是不應該的。他非常堅決的擴展了。這個城市的瘋狂生長好像蝗蟲群把周圍環境消耗掉了。哭笑不得的是這裏活動是相當限制的。賽車裝飾這裏的坑坑窪窪的路。

這個城市讓我嚮往開放空間。貧民窟會佔領大部分的水準空間,然後很高的混凝土建築會佔領大部分的垂直空間。這個地方零星地湧起幽閉恐懼,好像香港。

我住在個封閉社區裡,我的房子是在12樓。我的房子俯瞰一條大道和立交橋。半夜後看一看在路上走得很快的前燈讓我覺得很平靜。他們有順利動作的認識。

這裏的最棒的優點是這裡的當地人。在印度的其他的地方我沒有看過那麼好人。跟他們聊天的時候你會感覺到情誼。這裡的人養成了有些在印度難找的習慣,例如幫忙的時候不侵犯人的隱私還有不盯著別人。

我就是看過這個城市的很小的一部分。我知道我需要去比較多地方才可以形成意見。聽說這個地方真真是人喜歡他。我不同意。我覺得在這裡的嚴重情況一下,人會適應到可以活著。你需要改變你的看法喜歡這裡。

這個城市害我覺得很奇怪。他讓我的生活比較抽象。他一直讓我意識每個抓不住的東西。

我不能出門跑還是常常去爬山。我不打算在這住下來,要不然我就買了一個腳踏車。

要是我去旅行的前提下來這裡,再體驗這裏的亂象和珍聞,我可能會喜歡這個城市。孟買使我想起曼谷的更擁擠和雙極版本。孟買是好像「愛麗絲漫遊奇境記」的黑暗的版本。